|FINALLY AN UPDATE
||[Jul. 8th, 2005|05:58 pm]
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I am so sorry it's been so long bunnies, I still love you all!!! This past few months I guess have been so hectic and felt like a whirlwind because I've been drunk or fucked up probably 90% of the time, in fact I'm high as hell right now, but I feel the need to talk, or write in this case. The whole "relationship" thing with jon didn't work out, he was a little scam artist. My parents sent him money to come up for a weekend. First, he said it didn't come overnight when we sent it Fed-Ex. Next, he said he had therapy appointment that he couldn't cancel, because the canceling charges are rediculous these days, so that I understood. He then says he will come on a Wednesday that week, GREATG!! YAY, I'm finally gonna see him!! Oh wait, did I forget he didn't come up here on Wednesday and didn't call Wednesday, or the next two days. He finally came online and I told him i didn't care if he came to see me anymore, I just wanted the socks of mine he wore, I didn't even care about the $40 or the $15 dollar shipping charge. He said his phone fell in a lake and his grandpa had seizures. If his grandfather really has seizures, I'm honestly sorry but if you were with him, how did your phone fall fall in the lake? So I'm over him now.
Before all that happened, School was almost over. My friends and I had "Circle Time" -basically sitting around in a circle, usually at a public park in some shade, getting mostly high and sometimes a few people got drunk. We exchanged stories, told jokes, and generally had the greatest times. Ann-Shirley and I had broken up and I noticed the cute new boy in my Science class and since she was friends, and had a bowl, so perfect excuse to invite Justin. Little did I know Ann-Shirley had a crush on him so the jon thing basically happened again but Justin lives ten minutes away when Ann-Shirley lives forty or more. So Justin and I continued hanging out after school was over, but with other people with us almost all the time.
So it was usually:( JustinCollapse ) and some other friends, but Most importantly Justin. Recently he decided to run away from home so I snuck out one night and "slept over at a friends" while I was partying with Justin, Eddie, and Lori, some of Eddie's friends too. This was over this past week, by the way. Well I have lots of pictures to show having to do with that later. Justin and I were fucked up, Lori was passed the fuck out, and eddie's friend was involved in a hit and run so eddie was gonna have to talk to the cops and was downstairs with the friend Conner. Justin and I got to talking about how much we like each other and for how long, all that stuff. I told him I liked him enough to go out with him and he asked if I meant it and I said I did so he asked me and I said yes. Well, I also found out Eddie has a huge crush on Justin also, but that I don't mind, I even told Justin he could mess around with Eddie also, and I would be totally comfortable with it.
I had to leave for therapy around five o'clock yesterday so I got dropped off at the building and eddie went to a drug meeting so justin and lori were chilling together, nothing big. Well they all reunited later that night and were supposed to pick me up but something happened and noone was answering their cell phones except eddie once who was crying so I flipped out the cops found Justin or something happened to Lori so I was freaked.
This morning I called lori and talked to her and everything is fine except Eddie is sooo pissed at me and hurt, I feel soooo bad about that but really like justin and he makes me feel good and is the best kisser I've ever encountered, plus he's a sweetheart who likes to take care of people if they're too fucked up and he does a good job with it. so here are some pictures when we were all having fun, lots of me and justin, some lori and some eddie
( Pictures of partyingCollapse ) Enjoy and comment your hearts out darlings, and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MY STARRLING!!